Getting Rid of Man Boobs – Losing Man Boobs

Hi all. . . I am male 25 years old. I am normal male at all times. Sometimes I get horny, pretend to be female and do masturbation. At that time I wear bras, make chest resemble that of female breast, keep my thighs together etc. . to resemble like a female and do masturbation. But after that I feel bad. Its disturbing me greatly. I am normal male at all other times. Its affecting my professional as well as personal growth. As I have squeezed my chest earlier sometimes, it now slightly started to bulge. I have tried all options to control this habit but that was not reliable. I am sure that once I get married, I would get rid of this habit. But it will take atleast 3 years for my marriage. So anyone please let me know what this disorder is. . . . and whats the solution for it. . . . I want to be a perfect male all times. . Please help me. .